Sunday, June 3, 2012
why?
Why am I at the hospital? Why is my pregnancy have to be that much harder than others? Why is my contraction never stops? Why do they have constantly give me painful medicine that makes me feel so bad? Why does no one know what causes these contractions? Why does everyone only care about the baby but no how sick and emotional drained I am? Why does the baby have a much priority than me? Why can't I control my own life anymore? Why doesn't my parents and my brother show any concern? Why does my family still dwell on the idea of gender role so much even all these happened? Why doesn't anyone understand me? Why is my life so unfair? Why can't I be as happy as the other pregnant moms? Why do drugs have side effects? Why do I have to keep doing this? Why can't I? Can someone please answer my questions?
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You sound like you're feeling really down, on top of the rest of your situation. I'm sorry. :(
ReplyDeleteI care about you, and I'm know others do as well. You will get through this! I know it's easy for me to say, when I'm not the one living through it all, but you will make it! I'm sending good thoughts your way, and wish I had some way of making it easier.
xoxoxo
We are all feeling bad for you and love you! We can't do anything about the situation, and it's so frustrating! The medical personnel know that you're stronger physically than your baby at this point. So it seems like the baby is all that they care about. Wish we could take turns with you so that you could have a break!
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