Life is a happy song

Today is a BIG milestone for Oren, Paris and me. We hit 32 weeks, which is a big number is pre term labor world. Everything about the baby will get stabled. If he were to come out now, it is going to be much better. Also, they took me off from the Maggie and the IV machine. Woo hoo no more Maggie. They switched me to this pills. But I got really sick for the first dose. I was dizzy, and sweating, my vision got blurry. My heart beat was racing. Not a good feeling at all. Last night was yet an awful night for me. Apprently, my contractions was out of control. The nurse had to wake me up every hour last night to tell me my contractions was out of control. I also had a turb shot at 5am and 7 am. I could not stay asleep at all. I was so scared. I kept thinking Oren is going to come out this weekend. Everything happened became a sign. I made it to 32 weeks, my OB is on call this weekend. (I really want her deliever my baby) My favorite nurses are working this weekend. All these tiny signs made me so scared. Then I started listening to my "Muppet" music. One wise man (aka @Paris Chavez) once told me, if I find something happy, I have to hold onto it. Honey, I love with you with all my heart. Thanks for being there for and sing this happy song with me.