exciting episode

If my hospital bed rest stay is a Tv show, yesterday and today must be a fiñale of a season. They finally stopped Maggie yesterday and I finally feel more like a human. I can finally go to the bathroom like a normal human. However, I didn't response to the new drug they are giving me. At first they gave me a higher dose, and I got extremely sick. I had a pounding headache and my vision got blurry. Then my contractions got stronger and I was in so much pain. It reminded me my first night I was here. I thought I was in labor right there and then. I had to get turb shot through out the night and my contraction did not get under controlled. I couldn't sleep. I was in tears all night. It was painful. Yesterday they switched up the medicine and hoped there would be a change. Sadly nothing happened. I didn't even get sick from the medicine. Or the shot. And I didn't respond well to the shot either. And of course my contraction didn't go away. I have never been so frustrated. I am in pain yet I am not in labor. Or I don't have enough strong labor symptoms. The medicine is not doing anything to me yet I have to take them every 2 hours. Imagine in the middle of the night someone keeps waking you up for pills and blood pressure? I feel so helpless. It feels like no one knows why am I not responding to the medicine. The even sadder thing is now there's no sign of me being able to go home. Because I am contracting so much. I am stuck here and no one can help me. Please, please tell me I don't have to switch my calendar to July here!