Most/least favorite words

There are a certain words I love to use, sometimes I will use it over and over again. For example, the word "awesome." At times if I don't have a response to a certain question, I will just say, "Oh it's so awesome!" Or the word "doom." The phrase "I am going to be doomed" is also something I say it over and over again. But after this bed rest stay at the hospital, it got me thinking what are some least favorite terms in my mind? The FIRST one that jumped in my mind is CONTRACTION! This word will forever have a negative connotation to me. And I can tell you, it's making me so scared of trying to have another kid again. (No kidding.) Ever since the first day I got admitted, I keep hearing this word at least 100 times a day. "Oh honey, are you feeling okay? You are having too many contractions!" Or "You are having a contraction now, do you feel it?" This word sounds so bad at this stage of my pregnancy now. It is almost like a sin. The sad thing is, a lot of times I do not feel it. Or it does not hurt me much. The even sadder thing is, I have to hear the same thing every hour in the middle of the night when you are asleep. (see, that's what I call "hard core haunting"!) Every hour when they tell me how many I have (I am constantly on a monitor, and hooked up to a machine, so they know it right away. And it is awful for so many reasons. 1. When you are almost 8 months pregnant, you really don't want a belt on your tummy 24/7. 2. This monitoring stresses me out, it gives me more contractions.), it is always a reminder of how much of a loser I am. It is like, you are that many times of being naughty, I need to give you a turb shot. (In kid's world, this is more like a time out.) EXCEPT that shot is painful. The word contraction means so bad to me at the moment and yet I can't get rid of it. It is constantly haunting at my poor soul. Yet I have no remendy for for it. Again, I wish I could do something about it to stop. At least that will make me less scared of a lot of things in regard with this pregnancy, or perhaps the next one. Okay, it's your turn now. What's some of your most/least favorite words? Stay tune for my next blog entry: I just went on my first wheel chair ride this afternoon! (my temporary get out of jail free card.)