sundays fear

Some of you guys might know I was really sick at the hospital two Sundays in a row. So yesterday I started panicking. I don't wish to go back to the hospital. And starting on Tuesday, I have to see my doctor twice a week already. I had to take a sleeping pill to help me sleep last night. But I was fine. Didn't feel any strong contraction that could wake me up. I woke up fine this morning too. I need tons of positive energy to survive through the day. On a plus note, I am half way through 34 weeks!