my new bffs

To answer @ Noel Chavez questions, let's me introduce you to my new bff, the IV machine. Basically, it is a walker type of thing that allows bags of liquid and medicine drip in my body. I have to carry this with me at all times. Yep including shower! This new bff has lots of branches. Among all the most evil one is Magnesium. Maggie for short. She is an evil queen who has been haunting at me day in and day out. She releases her evil spirit as the doctor orders. Sometimes it can be more and sometimes it can be less. She has been making me miserable. Think about you are at a pregnancy hangover. I know you are not supposed to drink. But this is the best way to describe. There's a point the nurse had to give me oxygen to breath. Cause Maggie made me feel so bad. But she loves baby. She is good to keep the baby calm in mommy's tummy. But hey shouldn't she love mommy too? No mommy no baby,right? There is another new thing whom I just met. His name is Turb. It is a short form for something. All those medical name... he is powerful in his mean way because he comes in shots form. When he goes in my system my heart beat as fast as my baby. For those of you who doesn't know, baby has a heart that's 110+ a minute. Then my hands will get shaky and I will not be able to talk right. Last night I was trying to say something and I ended up repeat the same words three times. But again, he too loves baby. He rocks my baby right to sleep. He hates mommy too. In fact he will leave a big stink on me to remind me how much he hates me! When things that you think they come naturally start slowly disappearing,then you start to learn you cannot take things for granted. I do not remember when I have to learn how to breath and talk. Let me ask you here, can you think of anything that you always take it for granted?